PiNgg-Pigg

So dumb of me today!

2010-02-03T18:48:00.005+08:00

So dumb, making myself a clown in school today, just a short staircase yet I still fell down in a stupid manner, Omg it's so embarrassing!!!

Maybe I just don't feel like working, have been restless for weeks, doing daily routine - morning schooling evening working. Finally, I can have a good rest but with my injuries??? Omg, how am I going to shower myself??? It hurts alot!

Just received alot of care n concern, thanks alot, I will be fine. I just hope that my laptop will be fine too, JY k! (Let me complete my exam first k before anything happen, Lmao!) ~~~ Unfortunately, I din manage to save my cute little water bottle, sobx! Byebye my little cutie, muack I love u!

Anyway, I agree I still never learn, still as dumb as before. Hais~~~ I know I've made him worry about me again, he still got his own thing to stress yet I always give him trouble, I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have tell him tho. =(

Graduate soon=)

2010-02-02T15:56:00.003+08:00

Wow, had been a long time never blog since oct 2009. Good news! I'm graduate from RP soon omg I can't believe it, however I still have my exam going on next week. I'm going to put in more effort to strive for the best, afterwhich I can officially bid farewell to RP... hohoho!

Continue with my journey after Poly, I might be taking RMIT accountancy degree at UniSIM not yet confirm, b'cos most of the ppls said that ACCP is better... Hmm...

So in the meanwhile, I will be helping my this fashion supervisor during CNY period and then start my brand new career soon or later after I'd quit my job=)

Hope everything goes well, love=)

I cried...

2009-10-26T00:15:00.007+08:00

I cried...

Feel sad, unbearable, disappointed, guilty, sorry, all kinds of feeling that mixed up once at a time

I was having a hard time holding back my tears

I hide my face away from ppl just not to let anyone see it, especially my love one who is sitting beside me on the bus towards Pasir Ris interchange.

48 hrs really flies fast n it's time for him to book in again, sad.

Wiping my tears away b'cos I don't want him to get affected by me, hence I smiled, I looked at him eyes to eyes n said, 'baobao u r the best, jy wor, u can do it de!' =) When the moment, baobao replied me n said, 'baobei... for the sake of u, I will...', he is making my tears rolling in my eyes again...

Unbearable feeling...

Baobao is so 'bad', keep telling me thing that makes me want to cry more, but it's true he said "when U'r at home sleeping, I'm training hard inside. When U'r enjoying yourself outside, I'm suffering inside, army's life is beyond ur imagination."

'Baobao... How I wish I can share half of ur burden...'

For now, I just hope that everything will goes right for baobao. Pray hard, 2mths will flies soon...

Realise...

2009-10-18T18:59:00.005+08:00

Ever since baobao enlisted NS, I really miss him alot. I feel the heart pain when he told me that he is tiring n draining inside, plus there's no time for him to even bathe n sms me. Xin tong=( I dunno how to encourage him nor give him moral support, I felt useless when he asked me to say some encouragement words before closing his eyes ytd, however till he fall asleep I still didnt manage to say out a word.
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On the friday(16/09/09)

I went to Lavender(Beach Rd) to look for him as he need to buy some army stuffs there. Actually I wanted to give him a surprise by hugging him from his back, hence I told him that I'm still on my way, but I was already reach Lavender, on the way to Beach Rd. However, I dunno where the place is, I did hint him alot, like is the place far, he replied 'it's near Lavender stn'. Then again I asked, is the place near a shopping mall? He din reply me tho. Sad. Nvm, so I follow the sign all the way n finally reach a shopping mall, I can't remember wad is name of the shopping mall but I'll never forget how the place look like. It's terrible n horrible! I almost want to cry out loud, I saw lots of thai shops, plus thai disco!!! Wad the...

I quickly leave that place n walked to the opp side, which is the Beach Rd garden. That place still look okay, just like the coffee shop opp bugis street there, anyone who go there before will know how it look like. Unfortunately, this is not the main thing I want to highlight, is that it is a coffee shop, not a place that sell army things. Totally disappointed, I wasted 30mins n end up giving up on the searching, so I called him... but he din answer the phone, I was getting insecure at that time, till he finally called me. Ya, he said I was at the right place but he din ask me to come here, instead ask me to wait at Lavender stn there. And he din surprised that I search all the way to beach rd, hahas I felt glad, tho my plan didn't success.

Knowing that he is at the 3rd floor, I rush all my way through. I almost can't recognise him, having a hard time looking at everyone faces n then there's a few staffs asked me, 'What r u looking for, do u need help?' Lol, I should tell them that I was looking for my man instead of nope, I'm not looking for anything. Wahaha!!! Ya continue with my searching n finally saw baobao. Hahas, he looks cute with his botak haircut. =X

Erm well nothing much, after that we take taxis n go home=)

Ard 8plus, we went out n dating ya...Hehe=) (Ps: Not recommendated to say in details, hahahas! I don't wish ur to suffer from diabetes)

End day...
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On the Sat(17/09/09)

Both of us went out n dating again, as usual. Really miss those days going out with him. We catch two movies, one is Darah and another is 500 days of summer. Darah show is damn gross n bloody, I felt irritating when they used knife, saw to cut a person or chop a person arm. Yucks! Erm, actually I don't understand the story at all, lots of question mark tho, maybe anyone gt watch before can tell me what's going on. I only noe the main thing is that they enjoy chopping human. LOL!

For 500 days of summer wise, I'd like to comment that the storyline is average, b'cos sometime it makes me feel sleeping tho. Basically, it's not a love story, true, it's talking about how a boy meets a girl n falls in love. I do believe in fate, it bring two strangers together, from a friend to soul mate or friend to best friend or friend to boy/girlfriend. Just like me n baobao, till now I still cannot believe how we manage to get together, it's all fated. I still thought of what if that day I didnt went out to meet him or he left that place early b'cos I'm late for 1 hour plus. Do we still get together? Going out n etc? Hahas, I gt no ideas, however I'll treasure this relationship very much. I know that I've been doing several things that make him felt disappointed n angry but he still love me, giving me lots of chance but I didnt make use of it. I really feel bad about it.

I was reading one of my best friend blog n came across this phrase which she'd highlighted:
"The biggest challenge in love is to find someone who knows all your mistakes & faults ...and yet still sees the best in you"
I agreed. It's hard to find such a person... n I din manage to find him, he is the one who knows all my flaws n still treat me as a special girl to him. Love ya baobao. Misses<3

Misssss bAobAO~~~

2009-10-12T15:38:00.002+08:00

Misses...

2009-10-04T20:06:00.005+08:00

"The difference between right or wrong"

2009-09-17T02:41:00.007+08:00

One example of such a scenario:

There's this criminal committing a grievous crime of threatening a hostage at knife-point and is in the act of stabbing the person. A cop sees it and shoots a criminal, killing him in the process.

At first glance it would seem that the cop is right in shooting the criminal, but when we take a step back and look at the scenario at another perspective, what gives him the right to take the life of the criminal? The cop may think he's doing right, and in the eyes of the public, he's right. He's most probably right. But is he really right?

Sometimes we have to do something wrong to do right. This scenario is very similar to the incident that happened not too long ago, a drunk man flew into rage and attacked two cops with a knife. The cop shot him on the spot and near point-blank range. The police commended the cop for his efforts, but our ever cynical public questioned him, wrote in forums. (Singaporeans are just too damn free to mind their own business) or is Singapore just too boring that one single bullet fired will make a woo-ha?

The public questioned the cop whether there could have been a less lethal way to taken down the man without taking his life. What would you have done had you been in the cops shoes? Would you be able to react? I bet most won't be able to. Our cynical society questioned and judged the officer who fired the shot. Could he have taken him down in another way? The cop's life was threatened in that split second!

Some of you may think the cop is right, some of you think the cop is wrong. So what is truly right or wrong? Don't you think the law is very flawed in the first place?

Or given another scenario:

A family of 3, the dad, the mom and the son. The dad comes home one day after one long hard day at work to feed his wife and son, he finds that the wife hasn't cooked anything for him and just for the son and just returned home after meeting with an insurance agent for a home policy. Lets say NONE of them has done anything WRONG. The wife went to get an insurance signed and the man offered to send her home.

The husband see this, flies into a rage and hits the wife, the young son seeing this, sides the mom and hits the dad in self-defense of the mom. The dad loses consciousness and subsequently dies in hospital, the mom goes crazy at the loss of her husband and the son bewilderedly loses the love of both his parents.

Who was wrong? From the way I see it, none of them were wrong! All of them acted upon love, the dad worked hard for the family instead of screwing other women, the mom looked after the family and son, and the son tried to protect his mom.

Okay, never mind, the above scenario was based on true events as well. Very sad. Sometimes life is stranger than fiction.

Or lets say in another scenario of a very impoverished family who sleeps hungry every night, the wife toils hard for meager pay in a sweat-shop factory, the dad toils in the field. The young son tries to steal bread from a shop and gets caught, the dad tries to get the son out and gets killed in the process. The mom loses everything.

I know everything I mentioned above has loopholes or faults at any perspective. I am sure you have a different view as well.

I am not citing with criminals or injustice, they deserve to be punished for their wrongs. Of course there are clear-cut wrongs.

But if you are question, my point is that there is really no right or wrong. Just a point in perspective, sometimes what may seem wrong to someone else, may actually be the best right to another person. Or what may seem right to someone, may seem sinful or wrong to another person.

Lets talk about minor sins. Bringing ONE pirated dvd across the border or watching ONE downloaded movie. Is that right or wrong? In the eyes of the law, it's wrong, but people still do it. You and I have all done it, it may seem insignificant, but everything has a price to it, whether it's right or wrong.

What about a girl dumping a guy? Or a guy dumping a girl? To their respective friends, both of them could be right, and both of them could be wrong, there are too many variables at play in the equation to make a complete or faultless judgment.

Who gives you the right to judge? Or who gives the right for a judge to judge? Or sentence someone to death?

After all we humans are flawed, and THE LAW IS WRITTEN BY HUMANS.

So then again, it's not wrong if you're not caught right? So if that's the case, you can say, if it's not wrong, then it's RIGHT!

But is that correct thinking? Then if the above statement is true, then if it's not right, then it's WRONG.

But what is truly right or wrong? I am sure there are many scenarios where people act out the best course of action with the least wrong. What may seem wrong to some one, may actually be right or the best course of action to another person.

There are also scenarios where it's right. BUT. It's also wrong. OR. It's wrong, BUT also right! Confusing isn't it? But it all boils down to individual perspective, morals and ideals.

There are too many scenarios and variables for me to list out. But you know what is wrong and what is right. Or do you? Your wrong could be someone else's right and vice-versa.

Maybe sometimes the decisions we make are to follow the path of the lesser evil. Sometimes both choices have rights and wrongs, it's up to you to choose the path with the lesser wrong, or is it just you?

Life is truly a paradox.

And sometimes I've made the mistake that I thought I was right but actually I'm not=(

My girl is back...

2009-08-04T09:54:00.006+08:00

After so many days, I'd finally saw val. She looks as great as usual, but still coughing away, eww full of virus, hahas! Missing each other tho, chatting as if we'd never been seeing each other for years. lol. ya... took some pics oso. Can tell that val look really skinny than before.

Photo freak!

2009-07-27T15:44:00.010+08:00

Nth much this recently... Heard no news from val, I think she's really sick. H1N1? Not sure. Hope she will be fine=)

Our last meet up, took plenty of photos. Hahas, we r just mad ok.

Our dinner

hate myself being so brainless

2009-07-16T10:45:00.003+08:00

Arghh~~~~

Feel like digging a hole and hide myself!

Slap me please!

A harder one.

Oh Omg!

2009-07-10T14:22:00.004+08:00

Yawn... FYP deadline is gettin' nearer and nearer, yet still got lot of things to do. I'm worry that I can't finish it , codin' is not my strength anyway. I'm only good at designin' a webpage, sianx.. always got to face all the coding, my eyes are gettin' hurts and painful. sobx!

However, today I finally finished my design.. woohoo! But, it's just the main page only. Haix..

Hahas, welcome to studentaroundyou.com!

Ok fine...

2009-07-06T14:31:00.003+08:00

Ya. It's my fault again.
Everything is just me, no matter what I say is just a crap, so y should I bother to explain.

I was dere talking nicely to u, but y r u giving me such a ... reply?
Ya. I'm crap.
So, does that mean I purposely ignore ur msg n go to sleep. Fine den, no point explaining oso right, since u think U'r right.

If I really go n sleep, y don't I just get in bed rather than sleeping on that stupid sofa n making my body cramp.
Its okay, I'm dere crapping again. LOL

I noe that u'r feeling down this few days, n yet I never reply u, I'm sorry, tho I noe that it doesn't cure.

Doing self reflection ytd...
Suppose to go to bed but end up typing my msg... What m i doing? HELLO! I still got to wake up in the early morning to go to school tho.

I'm sad when u say I'm dere crapping. I know my reply to u is sucks. But really it's no point explaining, I'm really tired when I just finish work n got lectured .

However, when u reply me saying 'Alright, fine' , u doesn't seem fine nor alright to me n I do mind alot. If not, I will not be typing my msg in the middle of the night, causin' myself falling asleep in class n thinkin' to skip school.

sleepy mode...

2009-06-23T10:28:00.019+08:00

Feeling sleepy n tired for the past few days.

On sat(20-06-09), went to henderson waves with pastamaniacs(walking from cementi to harbourfront), nice! I like walking but y I just can't feel my body is perspiring, m I abnormal?

Me and Val

Me and Joyce

Joyce,xl, Me, Litu And ZK
Joyce, Me & Val
Joyce n MeWakaka...
See below!

On sun(21-06-09), is fathers' day! However, I was wrking at this fashion the whole day, pretty tired tho, damn lotsa of customers, sometimes felt annoying by them too. Hahas. But I still managed to put on a smile at least.

On Mon(22-06-09), doing hair rebonding! Woohoo, I'm in love with my hair so much now, is so straight n smooth! Hahas. But it costs me $30 for rebonding just 2 sides only. I was trying to ask for cheaper, but since the girl explains that rebonding + hair wash + hair cut +treatment = $30, so I'm okay with it. Overall, I think it's worth it=)

(con't) - Eating sakae buffet with jasmine, spent another $16. I've spent a total of $46.

EAT, EAT & EAT!!!

2009-06-12T14:55:00.015+08:00

Was with val yesterday, eating Sakae Sushi... Again!!! HAhas
Looking at her expression, I was trying very hard not to LAUGH, WAKAKAs! (She's damn cute n fun-loving one)

This is her FIRST TIME eating at Sakae, she looks excited tho.(Laugh-out-loud)

ps: *She looks great with that spec on*

^^End of my day^^

When the moment u walked away... U never turns back...

2009-05-30T09:28:00.004+08:00

Looking at ur back, walking further n further away from me, knowing that I'd said something wrong again.

Serve me right!
I somehow feel lonely when the moment u leave me n say " Y should I care?"
Feeling lonely when u don't even text me.
Feeling disappointed when I text u, u reply me with one word.

I'm thinking what should I do now?
Should I don't care also?
Behave the way u behave?
If so, I can figure out the consequences now...

I don't wish that to happen.
Someone told me not to see thing on the surface, yet he himself see it this way.
(laugh)***

It's okay. I won't mind, no matter how u treat me, I won't take revenge nor behave the way u behave.

My belief is that, caring for someone I don't have to see whether the person appreciate my care or not, b'cos I love him, no matter what I'll still care for him. Even if he said I don't need ur care, I won't take it to heart, I'll still care him like I care him before.

Sometimes, words that came out from u r really hurtful too but u urself don't know. Maybe u don't trust me anymore b'cos of the stupid things I'd done in the past, I can understand n I won't take it to heart.

Love is say to be compromise after all.

(^^) I'm not lonely anymore, he finally text me...
~~~End of my day~~~

Ain't my day...

2009-05-29T09:53:00.005+08:00

Totally got no mood to come to school today, but I still force myself to come...
However, my heart doesn't come with me...

Thinking why everything seems to be opposite of what I actually wanted it to be...

'Not again?' I said to myself

Should I just keep my mouth shut?

(laugh) Making a promise - Did I done it willingly? Did I? Not at all, I did it b'cos I don't want myself being 'bu guai' n just wanna to see a smile from u, as long as it will make u happy, I will do it den.

But, when the moment I've this 'enthu' to do it, u should not have stop me from doing it, if not... I'm scare I might lose my courage in doing it next time round.

Note that I'm not a promise breaker!
Do u see it? When the moment u look disappointed, I'm there building my courage in doing it. U never know, I don't wanna to see the expression appear on ur face... I found myself rather useless when I saw that expression, everytime.

Then again, my courage bring upon, wanted to prove u that I'm neither a promise breaker nor 'bu guai'. But, I'm wrong again... I'd worsen it.=(

Random...

2009-05-19T15:35:00.003+08:00

I'm so angry! humpt! humpt! humpt! humpt!

Stupid! stupid! stupid! stupid!

Today is 19 May and yet my pay still haven't come, what happened?
I wanna to complain THIS FASHION, drag for so long... 9 days already, WHY?

kk, nevermind... tot that I'll get my pay on the 20 May BUT then, haix... I've got no breathe anymore.
Just received a call from this fashion saying that my pay had arrived, woooo~~~ however the problem is, it come in CHEQUE form which mean that I've to deposit the cheque today, n know what? Is already pass 2pm, I've to wait for the bank next working day, this tell that I got to wait till thurs den receive my money in bank.

WTH!

Time stress

2009-05-07T10:49:00.003+08:00

Seriously, time is stress-ing me up.
I gonna quitting my this fashion's job in real soon
I can't endure this life anymore
Schooling alr took away most of my time

Plus I still got my FYP to be completed
N everyday after SCHOOL, after FYP, I've to rush to my workplace!
Time is killing me!!!

No time for FAMILY...
No time for BOYFRIEND...
No time for FRIENDS...

Knowing that everyone is searching for me,
but they misunderstood me.

They thought that I took up all my time for relationship
That's not true!

I really appreciate ur understanding=)

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What a raining day!

2009-05-04T15:52:00.010+08:00

(1pm)
Humpt! Today I'm so so so angry with the raining day + school- make me run in the rain n stupid school locked all the backdoor, stated that "Please proceed to south agora hall"... n then I've to make my way to the entrance, in the raining day??? If I got fever, I sure complain rp for making me sick...hahas

OH... Checking temperature day in rp, just to prevent H1N1... zzz, den still want to make me sick somemore, no brain right... LMAO

... ...

(4.30pm)
Erm... Anyway I'm fine throughout the lesson, but what I'm worry about is my FYP- can I go home instead of staying back? hahas=) Totally got no mood to do my coding, I'm so sianned @_@

... ...

(6.30pm)
Yeah, FYP meeting ended... Don't know why I'm addicted to coding, keep trying n trying don't feel like giving up but I'm tired now, my eyes need some rest tho... wakaka=)

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(9pm)
Day continued...
Erm... Not working today.
After FYP meeting, continue to stay back in school n complete my school's work together with val=)

... ...

(9.30pm)
Ya, I've finished my school's work, doing my own thing and editing the photo that me and val took ytd

... ...

SEE THIS and DUN LAUGH! (hahaha)

(Eeee~~~ Look like dwarf rite?)

wahahahahahahahaha!!!!

Lol, see this...

Tiredness...

2009-04-21T11:13:00.012+08:00

School started ytd, I must enjoy myself but I seem to be emo-ing away

As the same for today, second one to reach the class...
Silent for at least 1hr I think

I was doing my things all the while, haix... IT PROJECT MANAGEMENT
I was looking forward to marketing module more than this module, too unlucky that my elective turns out to be this...

Totally tired!
School+FYP+Job
No one understand, I'm stress-ed...

~~~End of the day~~~

Just don't understand...

2009-04-21T09:27:00.006+08:00

Just don't understand, simply don't understand

Every words that come out from me...
Everything that I do...
Turns out to be a DISASTER

I was being myself all the time, never change
I like to use zzz, lame la when chatting, smsing with ppls around me, thought that it will make the conversation a fun loving one...

Seems like I have to stop using those kind of words b'cos I just don't like ppl misunderstand me

I NOT AN ATTITUDE PERSON, NEVER DO I

What's more, I just like to walk home...
I want to have a fresh air, just enough of air-con(making me sick n tired the whole day-during school, during work n when taking train + bus + it's a raining day)
I was very cold, super duper cold... Always forget to bring jacket

Maybe I just need someone to heat me up
Then, go ahead scold me as much as possible k=)

(But, what I need is a hug, a tight one!)

17 April 2009

2009-04-20T17:36:00.005+08:00

It's my Birthday!!!

On 16th April 2009, after knock off from my tiring work, boy actually came to woodland to drive me to his hse n give me surprise.

Feeling MILLIONS of sorry n MILLIONS of thank...

I didn't expected him to do so much for me, just a forgiveness n let me stay by his side will do...

Also, we put on our ring for each other on that night n he wrote for me a letter. While reading the letter, I was trying very hard not to cry... n I did managed to control it.

On the way, I remain silent b'cos I just couldn't said out a word from my mouth at that time, I just wanna to hug him tight...

(HOPE THAT MY HUG SHOWS WHAT I WANT TO SAY...)

12a.m.
~~~~~
He sing birthday's song(chinese version n english version, lol still pending for the cantonese version) for me n take the cake out which is totally made by him.

My heart melted~~~
Speechless...
The only word that came out from my mouth is THANK YOU, Thank u for everything...

My Birthday's Wish

2009-04-15T00:59:00.004+08:00

Lol... There was a said that wishes r not meant to be say out, so I choose to type it out for future reference...hahas

Erm...

My 1st wish --> Wish that bendan stay happy always~~~(Especially with me, I don't wanna to let thing happen again... no more next time, but I m scared cos I m too pro at making thing worst>_<)

My 2nd wish --> Wish that all my friends stay happy n mutual and may all ur wishes come true=)

My 3rd wish--> Wish that my family being loving together always<3

Countdown To My B'dae

2009-04-14T01:16:00.010+08:00

I JUST WANT A

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

BIRTHDAY!!!

I felt guilty... n hurt too=(
Have to thank everyone for planning on celebrating my b'dae...
I m the spoiler
Ruins everything

Blame on me as much as u can ba...
=_+

Erm..Really sorry!

Speechless me...

2009-04-02T03:33:00.008+08:00

Spending most of my night with my frens, eating supper as well... hahas, hope that I didn't gain any weight so far.

See... I was eating Mcflurry!!!

N those oily foods too...

Haix... Feeling kind of sad, y friendship turns out to be like this? How come? Is it really that complicated, I don't think so... It was them, they make thing complicated at the very beginning, this is what I feel so, kind of childish, really...

Speechless me, don't feel like saying a single word to this childish topic...

I don't understand y they think that they r right all the time when they r doing the wrong thing...

I really hope that they can be more mature...

I hate it!!!

2009-03-22T06:44:00.005+08:00

Y do ppl quarrel?
Endless of arguement...
Worth it?
Does this really helps to brighten our life?

Can't really stand adults when they r quarreling, do they actually think of how we feel?

Not at all, they like to quarrel even in the crowd as though they were in their world n no ppls watching at them.

But, what should we do when we were standing beside them? Looking back at the crowd, many eyes were all focused over here... Really ashamed... Do they felt so?

Asking her to lower down her voice, is really hard... Even if u r angry of him, does yelling at him cure ur anger? I don't understand y she just can't speak n talk in a proper way like what others do.

Haix...

16 Mar 2009

2009-03-19T11:27:00.008+08:00

Day as usual... no wrking, so went out for a date...

Having Ichiban as my lunch+dinner and catch a movie at Plaza Singapore. Dunno y I actually dun feel like watching the "WATCHMEN" show, n thinking that "PUSH" will be better. But since bendan suggested to watch, so hmm... ok lo, hahas

Wah... Unexpected... What a "NICE" show! I think out of 10 ppls, only a few noe what the story is abt, yawned... LMAO>_<

So if anyone is gtg to watch this show, pls dun... Unless u think u r too rich le, wakaka~~~

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A Surprise for val...

Zk actually sms-ed mi that they r gtg to giv val a surprise and asking mi to come along.

Woot~~~ Then, received call from zk, saying to go M'sia river near my hse dere... I was like zzz, the place dere is so wulu n lots of mosquito!!!

Nvm... Hahas, I was so excited to giv that surprise... Mi, joyce n zk were all very careful, hiding from one van to another van... N in the meanwhile, we lighted up the candles for the cake.

Den walked slowly to wher val n chooni were at, once reached we start to sing happi birthdae song, val was stunned and keep saying thank u. Hahas

She very bad lo, still ask mi y I was here... ( I not so heartless okie)

WOoooooOOOOOOooooOOO...

2009-03-09T00:53:00.008+08:00

LOL at myself, being a blur sotong... How could tat happened to mi? Tot I was wrking at 1pm and to my surprise my supervisor actually called mi when I was still in my dreamland. She den said, u noe wat time u wrking todae(sunday)? I replied with confident, I KNOW! I WORKING at 1PM! She continued and said, ur head la, 11am lo... u tis blur sotong! Den I said, u la makes mi so sotong,LMAO>_<

Off to work at 1pm, haix boring wrking life again~~~ yawned!!! But... enjoys chatting, acting, singing and playing catching in the shop... hahas~~~
(Think the customer gtg to complain tat the staffs here were all insane, LMAO)

Yea, reaching 10pm I was like so excited bcos it is time for mi to go home... go hm~~ go hm~~ go hm~~ hooray~~~ Den I sms baby tat I finished work, woooOOooo~~~=) Never expected that he actually came n drive mi home...^^ Think he really miss mi very muchie, hahas=)

When reached my house, staying for awhile to pei him... sitting in the car and chatting away... I got lots of stories to tell him leh and urges to play BASKETBALL!!! play bb~~ play bb~~ play bb~~ hahas but he said play what bb oh, ><>

Pei him till 12am sharp n I way back home... Not feeling tired at all, so decided to edit my photos... LMAO so playful de wo~~~

~~~MI & MY COLLEAGUES~~~

~~~SHAGUA & BENDAN~~~

Wanna to be myself back...

2009-03-06T11:26:00.002+08:00

I used to be a cheerful girl in the world... but things r changing when I grew up.

Many things I need to depend on myself, cos I dun wanna to depend on my parent animore, dun wanna to be a burden of them...

However, this makes mi suffers a lot...

But I never been complaining of what I m suffering now...Like working during school day, cant even focus on my studies, have to concern of my school fees, my bills, transportation, foods and etc...

Besides this, I still have to concern of someone's feeling, understand him, try to makes him feel happy when wif mi, never shows any sign of unhappiness...

Maybe sometimes, I failed to... ya I m a bad person=(

I m no more a cheerful person animore...

Look carefully! My expression... full of troubles, cant see?

I dun wanna to be tis kind of person.

I wan to be a cheerful person, a person that have her own freedom, nth to wry of...

I wanna to be myself back><

LOL>< Stop the cold...

2009-03-05T11:48:00.005+08:00

<冷戰>

你把我当成石膏
再不跟我吵
是不是一种预告
假装都看不到
不再重要
我不会再跟你闹

无言是一种毒药
更像一把刀
切开我们的拥抱
到底爱剩多少
需要思考
承诺随爱蒸发掉

不想再当配角安静
让我动摇
我想逃跑

我听到你冷战的心跳
两败俱伤的记号
闪躲不了

我知道莫名其妙求饶
也不会是解药
不如弃权走掉

面对冷的空气
冷的墙壁
冷到昏迷
难道我真的快窒息

冷战到何时能平息放我离去
就让回忆停止呼吸成冰

My days...

2009-03-04T00:53:00.010+08:00

Well, tis few days I had been falling asleep in front of my comp... lol too tired? not enough of sleep? Maybe, hahas...

Trying to do blogging but always failed to do so, cos I'm too lazy...

Always sleep late and wake up early, is my daily routine nowadays...(LMAO>_<)

Spending most of my days on working, off days with 笨蛋 and totally no slot for friends... hahas hope they don't mind...

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[Last saturday, 28/2/09... A special day]

I was with 笨蛋,

Doll-ed myself up in the morning and wear a halterneck dress that I had never wear b4(cos I always think tat I m too fat to wear it><)

Then Off to his hse and abt 11am reached there. Dots... many said I wear till so pretty on that day, his sis, his mum and he himself oso commented that...(But, I don't think so... hahas)

Abt 1.30pm we went to cineleisure to have our k session from 2.30pm to 7pm, of cos b4 that we were having our lunch.

Enjoys singing~~~

Oh ya... got one incident really LMAO lo, it was like gtg to 7pm... A guy(staff of the kbox) actually walked pass our room, suddenly he turns back to our room very quickly opened the door and said: "I suddenly remember that this is ur last song." After saying that, he quickly closed the door and walked away. I was so shocked over the way he reacted... LOL tho and we two were laughing away till the song ended...

Finished our k session, we went to bugis to meet his frens and have our dinner @ the foodcourt, first time eating 红豆冰without红豆... Then, down to arcade... Followed by, photo taking session~~~

This is my first taking the risk to stand in the middle of the fountain, everyone was watching us!

Luckily, we go off early, if not think we will kena by the water tho... hahas><

Our reflection, taking in the train

While waiting for bus, feeding him with cupcorn...=)
End of the day~~~

What a lame day...>_<

2009-02-24T02:34:00.011+08:00

Oh dear... I m so bored during wrking time...

Monday blue + raining dae + little customer>_<

Nth to do...

Standing like a statue...

Then, I decided to take photos... with yijing
Hahas... stupid mi

I m showing the meaning of cute( adorable but ugly)

After work, went to pastamania for awhile...

Took some pictures with jas...

Lolx...

Yeah... Long hair again!!!

2009-02-23T02:16:00.003+08:00

Ya, granted myself a wish...Spending $120 to make my hair turns longer, hahas>_<> A bit exp and feeling heartache but after all I found that it is worth it... Cos I prefer myself to have long hair than short hair, looks more younger tho... lolxxx!!!

My valentine dae...

2009-02-16T11:33:00.015+08:00

Valentine day happened to have alot of couples and the whole shopping mall was crowded with human being of cos, so packed.

Spending my night with bendan, ya went to tampines mall to catch a movie - The pink panther 2, nice show and funny tho, LMAO (must watch!!!) Know what, the cinema was full of ppl, even the queue was super duper long!!!

Lolx>_<... After that movie, we actually went to have our dinner... but... unfortunately... we got to move to another place, hahas even the restaurant was packed and have to queue for seat... What? queueing AGAIN!!! We r not that patience tho, we r starving and craving for foods... zzz-_-'''

Then, we move to hougang mall for ichiban sushi, hehe^^ Luckily not much ppl and we managed to settle down so soon and starts to ordering for FOODS!!! Wah~~~ so xinful... my favourite sushi but I never got a chance to take the pictures of them, so hungry tho... never thought of taking pics oso hahas...

But... When I realised, it was too late, we alr finished all the foods lo...

Hahas...

After dinner, he sent me home...

Oh, I still went to cwp for awhile... Just to say hi to val hahas, sry tt I cant accompany her home on that dae>_<>

And down to my Blk, we managed to take some photos... lol is kinda weird~~~

My secret....

2009-02-15T01:07:00.010+08:00

kk... I m gtg to say out some secrets over here...

Know what? Someone actually asked mi whether I like him or not, I was stunned and dun know what to reply... Then, he continued to say can u be my gf, I was like huh... lolx

However, at that time I was really happy when he asked this question face to face, but my heart was too complicated... One thing is that I jus broke up wif my ex-bf and now I have to face a new relationship over again. Another is that I m really fears of being hurt again.>_<

Haix...

Guess... I like him...

I think it is bcos he is the one who always accompany mi during my recovery period, I was down and emo and he was the one console mi and bring mi to shan shan xin=) I still remember what he had said to me, if you think this rs worth u one month to be sad then use a month to be sad lor. But after that life still have to move on tho. haha. 只要看得开，就没什么难关是过不了的. x). lai cheer up

He is caring tho...I realised that he was the one I can talk and share my thoughts and feelings with, ya face to face(besides val, hahas) He always lend mi his ears and listen to what I wanted to say.

Besides caring, he oso very teng mi...

I likes the way he looks when he played the piano...
I likes the way he care abt mi...
I likes the way he listen to every single word I said...
I likes the way he looks at mi...
I likes the way he smiles at mi and say I m shagua...

AND Finally~~~

YA, I ACCEPTED HIM!!!

I m back!!!

2009-02-07T03:06:00.018+08:00

Wah~~~ After such a long time, I was back to blogging again hahas>_< Recently, I was busy working @ tis fashion and realli no time to work pastamania, I m so sorry that I cant help them during these few weeks time...

However, I still gtg down to visit pastamania during night, after my work... Meeting my dear frens during my free time and after my work, showing some of my photos below... lolxxx>_<>

(pictures of mi, val & jie ying)

(pictures of mi, val & ni)

(pictures of mi & val)

(pictures of mi, val, ying & wani)

(pictures of mi & bendan jun)

W66L gathering 2...

2009-01-23T14:35:00.012+08:00

Taking photo in W4 toilet~~~

(Our class t-shirt)
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W66L!!!

W66L gathering...

2009-01-23T08:59:00.007+08:00

Going to end the last semester of year 2, all of us organised lot of activities and went out to play, eat and have fun!

Monday, we all pon lesson and went for a talk, it ended abt 30mins. After that, I bring them to pastamania and eat pasta + pizza + free flow of drinks + garlic bread + soup... It actually added up to $80++ but after discount is $50++ hahas>_<

Our pasta!!! starting from chicken sausage(laiyan&her fren), spicy chicken(mine), salmon tomato(shiqi), spicy crayfish(kristy), Ham & sausage baked rice(Boon) and lastly (welmen)

Taking photo at pastamania~~~

(candid shot of laiyan & her fren...)
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What a waste, forgot to take picture of our 12inch pizza, which end up boon eat the most cos everyone's stomach is too full... hahas>_<>_<

Last dae with wen...

2009-01-15T11:10:00.036+08:00

Yesterdae meet up with wen as she is going back to JB le, not sure she will still come back or not... Miss her so much, I still remember the first dae I met her was at cck's alano(beside this fashion), she was a new comer yet I had nth to talk to her. However, the more we get together, our relationship get to be closer and closer... Unbear>_<

(She had given mi her own photo as a gift, hahas... Sexy babe leh~~~)

After meeting her, we went to far east and do hair extension, not mi but her, she wanted to make her hair grow longer, instead after doing it, she looks like a "ZHENZI" hahas...

(See her hair so long, make mi wanna to do hair extension le>_<)

(Do u see anything out dere?)

Phototaking time again, yea the 4 Alano girls gathering again!!!

(We Love Monkey!!!)

(Our Star)

(Our Love)

(Trying to act emo but failed!!!)

(Cos the ah moh wanted us to look at him, hahas)

Phototaking of myself>_<(The yellow girl aka sailormoon)

(My hair is fake one, dun bluffed by mi k... hahas)

In the train~~~(Last take with wen)

The 4 ALANO gals!!!

2009-01-13T02:25:00.013+08:00

This picture is took by mi!!! I am professional man,hahas
From the left we had -Huiwen (Coey), Jingzhen (Jolene), Kailing (Kelyn) and mi (Joann)
Finally, my fren sends mi the pre-chinese new year photo which take 2 weeks ago I think, so jus enjoys lOOking @ the pics...haha>_<'''

~~~DINNER TIME~~~

Wah~~~

Our dinner which was at 9pm, damn full after eating all the dishes...

Our eating looks...

~~~AT CHINATOWN MRT STATION~~~

3 'act cuter'... lolx

Taking family photo by ourselves, NG lots of time!!!

Last photo is the perfect one bcos it was taken by mi afterall... hahas>_<

Yesterdae, my last day of holidae...

2009-01-05T10:30:00.005+08:00

Three weeks of holidae realli ended fast, yesterdae is my last dae went to enjoy myself after a long hrs of wrking time.

Second time attempt to chinatown, lame la... No ideas of gtg wher, hahas

Meet up my kor kor to go shan shan xin, lol cos we both faced the same fate-relationship problem, his 3yrs relationship jus gone... dunno wat to say, jus laughing away...hahas=)

No la, I not tat bad aniwae, I treat him eat dinner somemore and he never thank me but keep bully mi... sobx

Hahas, I remember gt one incident makes mi laugh till stomachache lo, bcos that time gt one auntie findin for seat while we were eating away... den the auntie comes over us and ask whether there is ppl sitting beside us, know wat I said? I tell the auntie to join us and eat together, if dun mind hahas... The auntie said ok at first but den she say never mind la, I dun wan to disturb both of u lovely lovely...zzz

Then I said, "huh, my brother leh!"

Lol, the auntie turns to mi and said, WAT? bu ke neng de, u two dun look alike leh... den we two look at each other and laugh... hahaha!!! The most funny is that the auntie tok to herself and say how come sia, dun even look alike... cant be sibling lo... lame la this auntie... So cute!!!

After that dinner, we went to see chinese new year thingy and play around. Nth much oso, but I like to repeat all the promoter's saying... hahas I still remember=)

"人走在中间，眼睛请看这边，来哦来哦，来买我们的mochi!!!"

Shop, play, eat and hang out wif frens is the most enjoyable thingy now!

2009-01-03T01:14:00.004+08:00

Finally, mi and val got to meet out and sing our lung out todae. Both of us were enjoyed singing so much that 4hrs is not enough for us... Well, val had a lovely voice, sound like a beautiful lady singing away(dun look at her when she is singing, u will found that she is not val but somebody esle lol...) and I enjoy listen to her while she was singing... hahas

After singing session, mi and val say good bye to each other and I off to meet my other group of frens... hehe gtg to chinatown for pre-chinese new year, I know I very kiasu de always pre this pre that... No choice I love to be the first!

So... I will be update again and with more pictures of mi @ chinatown... cya=)

Good nitez!!!

I wan to take pictures!!!

2009-01-02T01:52:00.006+08:00

I m now addicted of taking pictures but unlucky that my phone's cam spoilt... Haix, can see that the previous post is so wordy, I m waiting for my frens to send mi the new year pictures.

However, we oso never take much pictures on that dae cos we had already forgotten abt it and enjoys having our walkathon and enjoys ourselves away... hahas

Happy New Year!!!

2009-01-01T05:32:00.014+08:00

Jus reached home... so tired but not sleepy, I also dunno y... lolx

Enjoyed the count down and watching the fireworks but it is a tiring process... hahas>_< New year eve, meet ru at 2pm and headed to town, thought that only both of us accompany each other and planning to watch twlight but end up many wanna to meet up, therefore we decided to watch IP man and we both had to wait for them till 7pm cos IP man starts at 7.20pm...

WOOHOO...

Boring de both of us, walk from cineleisure to takashimaya and to far east and back to cineleisure and having french fries at Long John Sliver. Den minmin joined us at 5pm and we off to far east again!!!(Long journey...)

On the way back to cineleisure, I saw xiaoyan - ex-supervisor of this fashion, so fated cos I had been seeing her twice...

About 7pm, all of us gathered at the cineleisure entrance and I saw one chio bu walked in, haha guess who?

Is Choonni

With zk and her frens... hahas, sg is so small... Choonni say I cannot wear so sexy, i think she is jealous, hahas... Her fren say my face complexion is good, no lo she herself is way better than mine k...

I think i got lot of things to say, this post is really gtg to be a long-winded story.

Then, after the IP man show, a very nice show, we off to have our dinner - fish and chip meal at nearby. After dinner, if I din forget, we went to city hall and start our walkathon session looking for a good location jus to watch the fireworks.

I think we had walked like 45mins or more cos there was too many ppl, cant really find a good place, however in the end we managed... During the firework, there was a group of malay guys keeping shouting and yelling away, keep saying Fxxxing Fxxxing, like so high lo...

But I din care abt this, I jus wan to focus and watch the fireworks, damn nice but too bad that I dun hav a camera to snap or video it. Somemore, my phone's cam spoilt and I actually felt regretted of giving back the new hp to my ex-bf...LOLx

Fireworks ended, my frens thought of gtg to Clarke Quay and settle down and drink beers but end up never cos all places had occupied by ppl, too bad...

After walking one round of Clarke Quay and really really cannot find a single place, we walked to e central and standing, waiting and doing nth... Finally, they all plans to go back to town and that time was 1.30am...

Okok, gtg town and back to cineleisure again, this time we gtg to have our supper at Hong Kong restaurant... Wah seh, I wan to diet but keep eating at night...haix wat a failure...

After the supper, the guys suggest to go play pool, but too bad again, it is full house. Haix, end up nth to do, so we all go hm lo and it is like 4.00am le...

Mi, ru and hao taking Nr2 bus back hm and the rest settle themselves... Waiting for the bus is alr like dying and yet the bus is so full that we cant board but at last managed. However, we had to stand all the way which is really tiring...

Somemore, still have to walk hm after alight the bus and the most unlucky thing happened... When I reached my house, I took out my wallet and check for key...

OMG! Where my key?

I was so panicked cos everyone was sleeping and if I dun hav key, I have to sleep at the corridors. Somemore, I was urgent to go toilet that time, zzz... My hp got no batt and I cant call my family, I even scare to go down to coffee shop and make a call cos my wearing was too eye-catchy, scare of ah pei.. hahas

However, the smart mi always have a good ideas... I noe that my room's window were opened, so I actually used my water bottle to throw at my brother face and wake him up... LOLx! Its works, but so sorry to hurt him while he is sleeping... hahas...

Ok... Now is alr 7.30am... good nite, sleeping time!

2008-12-29T13:38:00.006+08:00

楊丞琳 - 在你懷裡的微笑

可以嗎讓我和你對調
希望換成你愛我愛得快要瘋掉

知道嗎你對我多重要
只是現在的我們並不適合擁抱

愛隨著風飄蕩飄過了你嘴角飄到天涯海角
把我困在這城堡哪裡也逃不了

我不要別人溫柔的懷抱聽不見你的心跳
連我熟悉的味道再也聞不到
我只要你喊我一次就好從親暱你的暗號
多想再次親耳聽到

我不要別人溫柔的懷抱讓我暫時的依靠
那是短暫止痛藥很快會失效
你只要再哄我一次就好讓我可以很驕傲
記住我擁有過的好
記住在你懷裡微笑

Its over...

2008-12-28T02:32:00.001+08:00

一个对你好的人，不代表他会对你好一辈子

起初，他说喜欢你，爱你，想跟你在一起

可是，到了最后却不珍惜你

认为你是一个很烦，爱管闲事，爱哭的人

爱上一个这样对你的人，你忍了下来

他却说他累了，我们结束吧！

虽然会舍不得，但只能说一声谢谢

谢谢他的照顾。。。

圣诞节。。。Christmas day...

2008-12-26T01:06:00.003+08:00

Christmas day just over... What a sad day I had, dun wish to think much todae... I just wanted some silent for myself, it is really very headache for me to think y this happens to me.

How to solve it? I dunno, I really dunno! Everyone just like to ask me lots of question, do u noe how I felt? If u noe, u should keep quiet, dun ask... if not, u r making mi forcing myself to smile and reply ur questions...

What a christmas's party, but dun really enjoy it...(forcing myself to smile at least a little)

Missing val, jas and ryann... I was like a noob standing in the crowd, watching ppl playing, eating and having fun...

I was totally emo-ing away...

I dun really want to go dere, but since I had promised them that I will go, I won't disappointed them, however I was not in the right mood anyway... So dun blame me for having such emotion k...

我很不开心!

2008-12-21T02:11:00.004+08:00

非常

的不开

心!!!

Holidae week...

2008-12-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

It is a 3 weeks holidae, I had been requested to work more but end up only 2 days, I think it is because too many ppl wrking le... lolx>_<

Nvm, I like to slack at hm the whole day, thinking not to go out as I am too lazy. Recently, I always used to sleep late and wake up late... feeling more energetic den before and I always open up my lappie once I have woke up... Doing some boring stuffs and etc...

And it was too bored that I actually went to watch youtube and came across this britain's got talent 2007 show... Wah~~~A 6 year old girl named "connie talbot" ,her voice is damn great, however she got second in the end... feeling sad but to a child is kind of pro alr...

She was once invited to the 超級星光大道...

What it say about my character?

2008-12-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

Calm and Quiet

you are the sort of person who likes to take life slowly... just one day at a time.. you usually know the differnce between right and wrong. you believe in yourself. you put yourself in other peoples shoes and see how it feels to be them and then handle a situation accordingly.your attitude towards life is very positive.... you are liked by all and are a great friend.the flip side is that sometimes you care too much about other people and dont do what you really wanna do..

Rapunzel

2008-12-16T04:20:00.000+08:00

Taking another quiz again, this is about which fairytale are you?
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Rapunzel

You are rapunzel! You were given to a witch as a payment for your parents stealing from her and taken to a tower and was raised there unable to leave until you were rescued by a prince who became blind after your hair long long long golden hair was cut off then not long after you and him were sent off in the forest seperately you found each other, your hair grew back and his sight came back too, you married each other.

You are independent and have a good heart, you obey orders but do like to disobey them for a little bit. You are quiet but only when you are uncomfortable.(This part is true)

Hai! My Jap name is Sachiko... lolx

2008-12-16T03:51:00.000+08:00

Recently, just taken a quiz on wat is ur jap name in facebook and below is my result...

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

if ur a girl ur name is:Sachiko, if ur a guy ur name is:Sanyu

Sachiko means happiness and child so even if ur not a kid u somtimes act lyk one but its one of ur best features!And Sanyu means happiness so u have a good attitude and everyone loves that about u!

What a joke... Wakaka!!!

2008-12-14T01:53:00.001+08:00

Yeah... holidae le!!!

Yesterdae night, I was surfing net, playing pet society and watching taiwanese show... lolx!!! Know what I ended up sleeping @ 4.30am, hehe^-^

Todae I wake up @ 1 pm, Woo~~ What a good dream I had, haha... sleep well too. In total, I had slept for 8.5hrs but dun feel like getting out of my bed, however my stomach kept growling away, so no choice... hahas... stomach comes first!!!

After having my (breadfast+lunch=sandwiches), I opened my lappie again... I find nth better than having my lappie on, lolx>_<

Doing the same "things" again... (surfing net, playing pet society and watching taiwanese show), so bored, what else can I do? Still thinking... den I saw my phone....hahas, taking photo time!!! Shoot and shoot till my hands tell mi to stop, den I stopped... rest a while and take again!!!

About 5pm, I start to prepare to go for wrk. When I reached there I actually realised that my wrking time is 5pm and not 6pm, yet nobody called mi so forget it lo, haix but wasted that 1hr pay... sobx...

Todae's closing is all trainee!!! (included mi, hahas)

When terry asked me, "Do you need help?"

I replied: "Nope, I believe that we can make it, trust mi u won't wrong." (Wakaka, I looked so cool when I say this, hahas...)

Den he "suan" mi, "You know when U wrking with ppl like me, zk , litu and etc, U r a burden to us and U this "burden" have to take care of the two burdens... is like...hahaha" That time, I was like yaya, watever... I m over-confident in myself anyway... lolx

Doing quite well actually, unfortunately I still need that stupid guy helps because I got stomachache after eating the "apple crumble"...

However, manage to get back to wrk in 10mins time and finish up all the cleaning thingy...

kk... I ending my story soon but first let me tell u the most lamest joke I had said todae, listen carefully...

Will u felt happy for ur gf/bf when they start walking hm instead of taking bus?

Someone just ask mi, y mus I happy for her?

Den I replied, because... she is going to slim down!!!
Hahahahahahahahahahaha~~~~~~

Helmet hairstyle...

2008-12-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

Woo hoo... I finally got my hair cut! My hair looks great now and I love it so mucchhh...^_^ I had been telling my frens long time ago, that I wanna to cut my hair and do something to it, but always never, what a mess and my hair turning from bad to worst... is totally like a bunch of grass...(bushes sound wrong if I used this term to describe my hair...haha)

Then, I went to marsiling's one of the saloon where I usually had my hair cut @ dere, however todae the auntie never come... a bit disappointed>_<

I was about to walk away, den a lady called mi and I looked back immediately, tot was auntie but not... Is a lady from the next door saloon, she asked mi to go in and have my haircut @ $8...

I was like... ermmm... ok lo., den I entered... lolxx

After settle down, the lady passed me some magazines to read and a "guy"(looks like gay... shhh...) walking towards me and start "touching" my hair. I tot it was the lady cutting my hair lo, but nvm... he is skilled anyway but he likes to ask question, like

"The guy sitting beside u is ur bf ar?"
Then I reply, ya...

He asked again, " u all still studying, study @?"
I replied:"ya... @ poly..."

Then he ask somemore,"oh... not tired meh keep studying?"
I said, nope because I have to...

~~~silent~~~

I was like =_=''', but he is really a professional hairstylist( from the way he cut my hair...hehe), but his perfume is too strong, goshh I dun like but have to endure... Also, I heard that he is only 18yrs old, damn young... I think I m really old le>_<

Boring me...

2008-12-10T14:34:00.000+08:00

(Took on sun, mi and val)

Jus uploaded my photos which took on monday. That day, me and val actually meet at 4pm, however, due to raining, val sms and said meet at 6pm instead 4pm... lolx...I actually ready to go out le, but nvm, then I decided to play computer games and took some pictures of myself, lame la... nth to do oso...

Hahaxx... finding myself becaming more and more "zhi lian"...

Taking a lot of pictures, however I only posted 3 at here... haha, bcos the others pic is so yucks...

After that , me and val meet up and moving towards to 888 ball court where the sport event were held @ there...

Little rain...
Playing in the rain...
The rain wasn't stopped at all...
Floors were wet...

But, we were enjoying...
Lot of Laughters...
Joking around...
Playing catch-ing...
Fun...
Sometimes, silent...>_<

Making fun of xulong...(XL is the monkey!!!) Lolxxx...
Also, knew that XL's pronunciation got a serious problem, haha... Dun believe try talk to him in english, more worst... haha...

I think I gonna influenced by him, when I said respect, I pronoun as re-pect without the 's' sound, WTH... he was laughing mi away... ashamed!!! ( going to dig a hole soon...)

What a tired + sleepy day...

2008-12-10T02:20:00.001+08:00

Why I am so sleepy? I had my 10hrs playing in the lalaland for the 3 days, but today I keep yawning away, I not so sure what had happened to mi... lolxxx=_='' Maybe becos, I had to go to school ba...

Nth special about today in the morning and afternoon, slacking around... doing nothing but keep playing "petsociety"... My pet finally leveled!

Room 1:

Room 2&3:

Room4&5:

How I wish I am the pet, no doubt, no worries, no sadness, no trouble and etc... Somemore, the facilities inside looks great... haha y not...>_<

Argghhh... TERRY is bacckkkk!!!

2008-12-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

"Sad-ed"... Terry, this stupid guy is back to pastamania, wrking full shift again. Haix, no wonder when I check my schedule, wrking so little days and hrs.

Holiday is coming soon, have to endure for this coming week, jus one week onli and I can always visit my dreamland... lalaland or watever land EVERYDAY!!! hahax>_< As I got no enough sleep since the school started till now and I needed some "maintainance"...

On the same time, I wished to earn as much money as I would, so that I can buy many many things and settle all my bills... haha my singtel bills had alr accumulated for three mths, still haven pay yet... so pro right, haix dun care oso.

Den wat I stil apply for the predential saving thingy, cos I felt that I always never save money in the end, den now I have to give them $75 every mth... lolxx... suffer so much, but nvm, after 2 years, I can take out $500 every mths leh...

Do my calculation again: $75*24mths=$1800//

Wow!!! SEE, I saved a lot, haha... I love saving money, love accounting, love to be rich!!! haha...

BYE~~ TO BE CONTINUE!

雨过天晴?

2008-12-03T14:49:00.000+08:00

Few days ago, me and bby was quarrelling over a small matter. What I angry of is not the matter thingy, is the way he shouted at me, the way he speak to me... Is not treating me as his girlfren but to someone like he hatred so much, I don't why, even to fren, whenever he is angry, he treated everyone with his stupid attitude which I seriously don't like.

I dunno how to change his attitude problem- his rudeness, the way he shouted at ppl, full of himself kind of thing... I dunno saying those thing, is like badmouth about him or not, somehow felt gulity but anw he won't read my blog oso, so I won't care cos I just wanna to say/write out my thought.

Knowing him, together with him, I don't felt regret... Because the way he doted me, giving me surprises, bring a lot of fun to me which is what I never have before. The only thing changed is I getting fewer and fewer frens around, but I got a lot of hi-bye fren- see u den say hi, never jiu never lo... haiz... sad life>_<'' ( I still dunno wher to find fren for my Fyp, if I still cannot find, I think I have to quit school le rather than wrking with someone I dunno)

Recently, msn chat with ZK, knowing many things from him and on the same time, cool down a lot and do self-reflection. I also realised that I should not have compare him with other ppl, like y they can accept critism and he cannot those kind of thing, making him so angry.

At first, I never thought of so much bcos I just want him to be better and learn from other, unfortunately, he look to a negative side of view, he became so frustrated and said:" oh... so u mean I not as good as others, they are so good than why u still want me..." I was stunned, this not the answer I wanted.

Haix... What I hope now is that he can be more understanding a bit, that all.

The next day, he actually called me and meet up. Feeling a bit relief, cos I rant out my feeling all at once and also apologised for comparing him with others. I also persuade him to think positive, don't always think that people is “不爽” you...

For example the rubbish bin thingy, cos inside the bin there is no rubbish bin and dun know who throw the rubbish inside and making the mess. When he saw it, he told me that someone purposely making it, confirm! I was like dunno wat to say at first, but what I believe is that the person is not purposely one, maybe he never saw the bin is outside or wat, so I tell him what I believe but he insist.

He keep nagging and nagging... unwilling... Den I say if u r so unwilling to do, pls let me clean the place but he dun wan, he shouted at mi,"Can u just go away and let me do it myself."

If you were mi, wat will u do? ( buy mega mac for everybody right! haha)

Bye bye to non-halal pastamania...

2008-12-01T12:59:00.000+08:00

30 Nov is the last day of the month, I have to replace bby working @ pastamania till close. This is my first time doing stock take and have to count every item in pastamania. Luckily, yesterdae not much ppl come pastamania and eat... haha... As I had told them that if got me wrking on that day and is weekend, sure not much ppl will come. Unlike Andy, if got him wrking full shift on weekend, sure many ppl asking for table of 9, 11 or 12... really crazy!!! In every row, the table is totally one straight line.

Yesterdae, me, val, XL aka chucky aka 007, jack and grace aka xiao pang wrking only and one of the staff went home due to headache + not feeling well.

Haix, so poor thing, we also unbear to let him do the pre-closing as he really look so sick, his eyes is totally red in colour. So, we inform the manager to let him home.

I love doing closing, don't know y... hehe keep enjoy playing around esp there is val, keep lame-ing around. She always say, "hor.. u say me fat. " haha( I swear we never say hor, I like her so much lo...)

Oh... also XL keep bully me, den I actually play play and fake calling bby as I say, " hello bby, faster come over, XL bully me!!!" haha... U noe wat after 10 mins, a guy wearing in red t-shirt actually walk towards me, is bby!! Me and XL stunned... haha, XL den said wah~~ U both got the "connector link", knowing each of other thought... LOLxx( I was laughing away and bby give a diao face -_-'')

Hey.. look at the old pastamania MENU cut by mi and XL~~~

After cutting all these stuffs, we throw away all the useless one and keep the nice nice one, in my case I had kept the one above, saw that pictures... haha>_<>

I think only me and XL is the childish one because there is only two of us doing that thing... LOL( sorry to say that we r still kid)

Then, about 12.45am, we all left pastamania... me and val followed wani, XL and bby followed debby... unbear... sobx...

mi and jas

2008-11-29T01:49:00.000+08:00

Pastamania dae!!! Have to work everyday till this coming Mon and finally can rest on Tues and Wed. yaA hoO!!

Recently, after wrk I had to go home myself, but luckily I got val accompany me home and jas accompany me to walk a certain distance. On the way, me and jas taken some pictures.. haha

(haha.. jas expression so funny)

(i think my pose is all the same)

(sleepy jas, look at her eyes)

1yr 7mths... 25 Nov 2008

2008-11-27T13:47:00.000+08:00

Aiyoyo... today already 29 Nov, I still haven upload my photo yet and do my blogging on 25 Nov where me and bby went to orchard. Ya, it is our 19th mths day... LOL! That was on tuesday, in the morning I went to school myself and bby never come to school as he need to go hospital for check-up, so lonely>_<

However, after school, bby waited for me outside my class and have our dinner at Macdonald. It was my very first time eating mega mac spicy, haha so nice, I love the spicy man! After dinner, It's time to shopping...

(inside centre point)

(I like the lighting)

(outside centrepoint)

(wah~~bearbear christmas tree)

(Look classical right)

(Reborn~~)

(petite + shortie us)

(bby thinking of me?)

(does he look like eric?)

Happy? Sad? Y?

2008-11-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

Today skip lesson again, reason is because bby late late le... I waited for him @ bus-stop about 20 mins from 8am to 8:20am, he sms mi that he fell asleep and ask mi to go to school myself, then I was like "WALAO... ask me to wait for nth">_<

However, due to my perseverance, I still wait for him in school and saw him slowing walking towards me. I give him a 'black face' lo, haha... but when he said sorry, my heart melted... lolx! Then, he suggested not to go class for the first meeting and go library do our work.

About 9.20am, we got our breadfast @ TRCC there. Luckily, we made a quick move, or else we need to wait for the long queue... So many people eating, yet we were still enjoy sitting down and taking pictures(especially mi!!!)

(bby's gloomy face...)

(haha, me in the toilet)

Hehe... those pictures were taken by my new handphone, samsung L700, bby brought for mi de. Instead, he treat me really nice, but...

As in today, I not purposely hit him de but he turns to be so angry with me, haix~~(playing ma...y so 'xiao qi'?) I think it is hard to tell who is right, who is wrong...cos everyone had their own rights, haha...(so endure lo, 都已经习惯了。。。)

Pre-Christmas

2008-11-20T01:26:00.000+08:00

Lol... Currently, just uploaded those pictures of mi and my dear frenz-jingjing going out to orchard on tuesdae. We took almost 100 take of pictures bcos of the views at orchard is too nice... OMG!!! see it yourself, I din bluff u!

This is our dinner of the day... haha=)

Lol at my eating look~~~

jingjing looks so cute when she eat the triple~~~

After eating our dinner, we were ready to loiter around and enjoy taking lots of pictures @ orchard...

(shining star)

(one family-starting from jiejie, mama, papa, didi & xiaodi)

(mi, mum and dad)

(dream car-subaru)

(red ribbon)

(heeren)

(inside heeren)

(mi inside heeren)

(ferrywheel christmas tree)

(mi taking pic with the tree)

(nice~~)

(the largest cupcake)

(mi & jingjing with lolipop)

(cupcake house, i got one blue sweet on hand)

(yeah!)

(my lolipop)

After taking all the picures, around 10.30pm, we were hurry back home le. Feeling a bit 'sobbie' and I was like keep asking,"jing, u wan to go home le ar?" lolxx>_<

Monday...

2008-11-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

Monday again... Have to wake up so early and go to school again, yawn... Wish that I could sleep a bit longer. Boring lesson but today's problem is quite easy to manage, as we get to learn on installing vista and partition the c drive ourselves. Therefore, there is no much to discuss and my team was so quiet, doing own stuff thingie. Hehe, I was watching 'Miss No Good' away=)

Today, I got bluffed by my ex-classmate lo, as he msn me and said" yanping, if you can solve this math problem(with link), I will wear boxes and run round the level." Then, I tot it was real and open the link, OMG!!! I can't accept what I see, I was like WTH!!! Three guys doing tat XXX... DAMN MAN!!! I want to close but can't close... Then my friend, Kristy come over and tell mi to restart the comp, cos she oso kena, she was like WALAO... HAHAx=)

Hmm... time flies fast... after that stupid UT, I packed my bag and going down to meet my bf=) Actually, today I suppose to go for the sport event but my bby don't want to go and he sound unhappy when I say I got go... SOBX=( I know he mind a lot, therefore I accompany him and din go...

(My trial perm hair wig)

(stupid bby... take picture oso cannot take properly>_<'')

After that, we headed to bugis to eat and play zone game... hehe, I love to play 投篮机 but too lousy at it, cos I was shocked when I saw a lady scoring 400++ which I at most can score around 170++ only=( lolxxx

Noob day~~

2008-11-13T01:24:00.000+08:00

Today having my pp poster presentation, quite nervous, I totally forgotten what I want to say during presentation(gt tongue twisted lo). I was so regret that I never prepared a small note, so that I don't have to think of what I want to say. Haix... hope that I can pass anyway=(

After my presentation, I actually went down to work @ pastamania 12 to 8pm... During the afternoon period, I was damn relax lo... (little customer + nth to do). But one thing I was very happy that I get to learn cashier, hahaha... love it man!!! (better than doing the stupid "DS")

LOL!!! To my surprise, around 6pm, there was so many customers come over pastamania to eat, I m so stress bcos I work as "DS", omg, wanna to faint!!! Have to prepare so many chicken wings and nacro, which I dun realli like it lo...

Haix... getting sicker and sicker, I think I got a cold- my nose is not feeling well, cant breathe at night and my throat is not in a good term also... Worst is that I cant sleep~~~

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢

2008-11-05T10:03:00.000+08:00

Let enjoy the song... hee hee nice song!!!

Back to school after one week holidae...

2008-11-05T08:37:00.000+08:00

Haha.. That one week holidae I really enjoy myself a lot, this is the first time I get to slack and rest more at home, mainly because I had temporary leave my job @ this fashion and intends to go back next year to continue working, whereby I had already promised them that I will helps them during the chinese new year period.

I think I was addicted to my one week's life because I realised that I am not ready for school after that one week holidae, dunno y during school time trying to focus on my work but always distract by other thing and feeling moody for that day, even when facis asks question I also din answer their question. NVM, I am very good one, I give chance to my team mate who needed higher grade for that dae... haha(as if only>_<)

Haix... still gt one week more and it is time for me to present my PP assignment in front of three advisor, sound so scary but heard that my PP advisor in charge is very kind to the students that he in charge of, he never 'shoot' questions instead helping the students to overcome the question... WAH~~ sound nice, now I think I dun nid to be afraid anymore.. heex.. come on, be relax a bit.

Nice Movie - 武俠梁祝

2008-10-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

命運像蝴蝶淒美而短暫

Storyline: "Destiny, like butterflies, can be short-lived and yet beautiful. Legend has it that a golden couple from the celestial skies committed a gravest mistake and was banished to the mortal world. But that was just the beginning of their punishment: They are to fall madly in love with each other over ten life times but only to end in painful separation each time around¡ In Chinese literatures, LIANG Shan Bo and ZHU Yin Tai are the symbol of romantic love which ended in tragedy, just like Romeo and Juliet in west. According to legends, LIANG and ZHU have turned into butterflies after they die for love. But the legend does not end there.. This film is about a similar heart wrenching love story happened during the period of East Jun Dynasty in the world of the martial arts. And the golden couple this time are LIANG Zhong Shan and ZHU Yen Zhi - the reincarnation of LIANG Shan Bo and ZHU Yin Tai."

Just watched this show recently, love it man!
The story is quite sad at the end where the part wuzun dig a hole for him and ah sa to 'RIP' and it make mi almost want to drop my precious tear out... lolxxx
haix~~ why they had to die in order to be together, so sad =( But they die beautifully at the end...

Nice Song

2008-10-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

郭采潔-笨的可以

詞：吳易緯　曲：馬奕強
聽你開心說著　你的事情
我有一種莫名　心跳反應
夜深人靜時候　突然想到你
沒有原因　沒有邏輯　誰能說明

總以為　我們是　地球的南北兩極
直到　分開旅行　我才明白
有好多的話想說給你聽

是我笨的可以　我們早就相遇
我說服我自己　這一切只是友情
是你讓我相信　兩顆心沒有距離
我才發現　原來我　愛著你

總是愛捉弄我　尋我開心
從來沒有想過　會喜歡你
也許愛情就是　沒什麼道理
緣分來臨　措手不及　誰看得清

總以為　我們是　地球的南北兩極
直到　分開旅行　我才明白
有好多的話想說給你聽

是我笨的可以　我們早就相遇
我說服我自己　這一切只是友情
是你讓我相信　兩顆心沒有距離
我才發現　原來我　愛著你

是我笨的可以　沒看穿你的心
還以為這只是　愛情無聊的惡作劇
是我笨的可以　我終於面對自己
勇敢證明　我是真的愛你

This song was found when I was watching wudi san bao mei and it was sung by Amber guo. She is so sweet and cute, her voice sound similar to Angela Zhang and her vocal is so power. Rock man!

This week is damn busy!!!

2008-10-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

This week I really can die off man, I never plan for my schedule and it is too late for me to feel regret, I wish that I am a superwoman... lolxx

See my school timetable below:

Today, I actually went to check my timetable and realised that this week I have 3 coming test including today, damn boring lo. As in the test were located on Monday, Tuesday and Friday, then Tuesday, Thursday and Friday I still need to work @ pastamania from 5 to cls... wah~~

Somemore, Wednesday is my rest day still have to go back and work for this fashion and it is very ridiculous that they knew that one staff was having AL and yet still send one staff over to westmall and in the end they said they not enough staff... is like *DOTz*...

I only can said: "my weekdays is so "ENYOYABLE" man!"

But, luckily Friday val replaced me so that I can have more time to revise, HAHA

However, after friday... my bad dream come... wrking and wrking, non-stop wrking...=(

(os: wish that one day I was free)

Break Record On Wrking hrs!!!

2008-10-06T00:11:00.000+08:00

Wow... This is my first time enjoys my whole day wrking! I started wrking from 9 to 6pm for this fashion and 7 to 11pm @ pastamania, sound a bit "zzz", but dunno why I wan to abuse myself, hahahax=)

However, I found that it is kinda fun as this my first experience of wrking 14hrs altogether without feeling tired at all and noticed that the time flies very fast. Somemore, wrking at pastamania I still got free staff meal to eat and don't need to waste money to buy dinner, I felt that I really too clever le... lolxx

Okay... so let do some calculation here, today I spent $1.60 buying hotdog bun for my breakfast, then $4 buying TOM YAM banmian for my lunch and my dinner is free!!! So, today I just spent $5.60, lol so cheaaaappp....=)

Somemore, I still got one free "爱的泡泡茶" meaning LOVE bubble tea, O so sweet that my hubby actually buy bubble tea only for me... heex

But, it is sad to said that my bubble tea actually dropped and all my drink+pearls flows out of the cup immediately after the drop, wat a waste lo and I only drink a little only... haix I think the floor also want my love bubble tea.

1 Oct 2008

2008-10-02T00:58:00.000+08:00

Today is wednesday and is public holiday, yeah no school!!! Somemore, me & my bf no wrking todae, therefore we decided to go to eat,shop and play the whole day as we get our pastamania pay today...hahaxx( celebration time=])

Around 3pm, we go to e-hub to eat sushi @ sushi village-the most cheaper sushi restaurant, where all sushi sell @ 99cents and personally i think that if got buffet will be more cheaper because student only cost $15.90++ and can eat unlimited sushi and free flow of drink. However, today is public holiday so don't have buffet, instead we eat main course-beef don, 8 plates of sushi, 1 chocolate sundae, 2 plates of sashimi...

Hahaxx.. in the end the bill was really shocked us, $52!!! what a perfect number with include of $7 GST + SERVICE charge lo... haix nvm la, jus for today only ma and somemore not i pay... hahaxx so is ok de... lolxx(someone is killing me soon)

ZZZ..Took a little pictures only as we eat till 4get to take photo of the dishes, wasted=(

Having HTML Lesson

2008-09-29T17:22:00.000+08:00

Haix...Today is Monday yet still need to learn html and tmr is public holiday that so many of my classmates din come to school and attend lesson, even facis also on holiday mood. ( Last week, he still remind us to come lo, den he din come=(

However, I like today's facis, she very good and polite in guiding us along but one thing is that the class is too quiet that nobody want to answer her question, lol! So, I volunteer to speak out.. hahaxx=)

One thing that I like her way of teaching is that she actually makes all of us to complete our individual work and from there she actually can see who really doing the works. As compare to last week, I was really unhappy about the facis because I felt I had done much of the work but because we only needed one work to flash to the class, therefore the facis hardly see who had contributed to it, "sad-ed". He give me a 'B' instead of 'A'..
.
Below is what I had done to the website=)

Before:

After:

25 sept 2008

2008-09-26T16:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is me and my bf's special day.. hahaxx =) together for 1yr and 5mths alr... However, we both have school, so intend to go to school(mi intend only)lolxx... But, when we reached school, we actually no mood to go class, as my module was on system analysis and design aka SAD, is actually quite sad... hahaxx...

Moreover, we actually late for school but it is early for us, so went to library and use laptop for a while... Meanwhile, i was so boring till I play his handphone=)

See he take a picture of me...(ugly)

Then, we decide to pon and go to habour front...

We took a lot of pictures on bus and this is the best i think... haix bby no skill in taking photo=)

2008-08-21T13:11:00.000+08:00

PiNgg-Pigg

So dumb of me today!

Graduate soon=)

I cried...

Realise...

Misssss bAobAO~~~

Misses...

"The difference between right or wrong"

My girl is back...

Photo freak!

hate myself being so brainless

Oh Omg!

Ok fine...

sleepy mode...

EAT, EAT & EAT!!!

When the moment u walked away... U never turns back...

Ain't my day...

Random...

Time stress

What a raining day!

Tiredness...

Just don't understand...

17 April 2009

My Birthday's Wish

Countdown To My B'dae

Speechless me...

I hate it!!!

16 Mar 2009

WOoooooOOOOOOooooOOO...

Wanna to be myself back...

LOL>< Stop the cold...

My days...

What a lame day...>_<

Yeah... Long hair again!!!

My valentine dae...

My secret....

I m back!!!

W66L gathering 2...

W66L gathering...

Last dae with wen...

The 4 ALANO gals!!!

Yesterdae, my last day of holidae...

Shop, play, eat and hang out wif frens is the most enjoyable thingy now!

I wan to take pictures!!!

Happy New Year!!!

Its over...

圣诞节。。。Christmas day...

我很不开心!

Holidae week...

What it say about my character?

Rapunzel

Hai! My Jap name is Sachiko... lolx

What a joke... Wakaka!!!

Helmet hairstyle...

Boring me...

What a tired + sleepy day...

Argghhh... TERRY is bacckkkk!!!

雨过天晴?

Bye bye to non-halal pastamania...

~~mi and jas~~

1yr 7mths... 25 Nov 2008

Happy? Sad? Y?

Pre-Christmas

Monday...

Noob day~~

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢

Back to school after one week holidae...

Nice Movie - 武俠梁祝

Nice Song

This week is damn busy!!!

Break Record On Wrking hrs!!!

1 Oct 2008

Having HTML Lesson

25 sept 2008

mi and jas